Long time no see, huh?

Life has been... interesting.

I've been busy with work, reading (loads of slash + Black Dagger Brotherhood, which I LOVED), crafty things and personal drama (including insomnia) and I haven't had the energy or time to post anything here.

That pretty much sums up what I've been doing lately, besides avoiding people and reality. I haven't written much, I'm still stuck on Chapter 2. Maybe I can soon climb up from this fucking hole I've made my home.

I've met some lovely people from the fandom (yeah, you Tweeties) and I'd like to tell you all that I just effin' love you.


Also, the lovely gals (TwistedInMasen and The Wayward Pushers) created a new forum for all of us fangirls (or fang girls) to play in: Twisted In Fic. Go check it out!

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Yeah, today hasn't been a great day.

My mind was buzzing with ideas and excitement when I went to bed last night and that means I couldn't fall asleep. I only slept four hours alhtough I took valerian tablets to calm down. And that means I was tired again at work and I didn't even get any useful thoughts in my head. I've been trying to fix my sleep rhythm for a while now but it's hard. I just can't function anymore with 3-4 hours of sleep/night and sleeping for 14 hours on my day off.

Now I've been sitting in front of my computer for a while doing practically nothing (no, I don't count facebooking) and I almost fell asleep, but it's too early to sleep yet. I want to write but I can't, because I can't think and it pisses me off. And my whole back hurts, so that too makes me cranky. If I can't write, I'll read something. Maybe I'll start reading a new fanfic since I've read everything that I've got on alert. I've been eyeing The Fallout by OCDindeed, Ethan Church by dryler and Goodnight, Noises Everywhere by Feisty Y. Beden for a while now. Hmm... Which one? Oh, and I have that Frankenstein I got from the library and forgot waiting for me too. Sometimes I wonder if it's healthy to read this much.