I'm on Twitter. Why am I this easy to coax into things that are mostly useless and time consuming? And then when I get stuck there just by myself because, let's face it, I have no friends in the Interwebz (okay, I'm talking about anyone ff-related, who might actually understand me), I get sad. I'm so lame. (Yeah, come find me, I go by mechanical_rain and I need company. Pathetic, much?)
Tonight I've actually tried to write a little but it doesn't go smoothly. I'm so damn frustrated at the moment. >_< ARGH! And I'm also frustrated because I couldn't get my Twitter background image like I wanted to. Why am I so incompetent and useless?! SHIT! And I'm wearing my boyfriend's t-shirt + plaid button down. They smell like YSL Opium. <3 I look like a fucking hipster. :P
I read the latest two chapters of Just Wait by InstanKarmaGirl and it made me cry. It's an amazingly well written, absolutely heartwrenching story. I've loved every single chapter although it really is an emotional rollercoaster. Or more like a some sort of funky vortex of angst and complicated love. I think the last two or three chapters really reached a new low, emotionally. The shit just hit the fan. I'm almost holding my breath waiting for the next chapter. I should just bow down and worship InstantKarmaGirl for being such an angst wizard. The last time I read this powerful angst was when I read my first fanfic, the legendary Wide Awake by AngstGoddess003.
Somewhere between the multitude of fanfics I'm currently reading, I've had time to read Pride And Prejudice (again) half way through now. I just love it so. <3 I also love Scissor Sisters' new album, especially the song Sex and Violence.
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